Rain
Its a Friday night. most people are gone home for the weekend but not me. im actually just sitting in my dorm room. i could go out but i dnt want to. im tired of always trying to impress people and trying to get to know people when i could really care less. not meant to sound harsh or anything. my brother was suppose to come visit me this weekend but flaked out. not sayen that didnt make me mad or n e thing. i think about the friends that i have and i think about what their lives have become. it makes me sad that i cant help them sumtimes, like when their hurting it hurts me. my best friend is in a comitted relationship and im very happy for him. makes me think though, life goes by so quickly. i can seriously remember last summer and i just laugh. hes come such a far way. hes always been there for me. i think back to the time when i was the lowest point in my life and i remember him being there always trying to help me, telling me about a new beyonce song and wutnot. no lie, if i were a boy by beyonce totally did help me thru that time in my life.
